Today Noah has gone from the worst I have ever seen him to much improved. He slept all but 15 minutes. Tomorrow is surgery. What can I say? I dont want to see him like he was after his gtube surgery that was so hard. I hope this one isnt as rough on him. It is hard seeing your baby like this and not being able to help. His doctors here seem more competent. Only one guy got on my nerves today but today was the last day of his rotation.
I am just so grateful to you all for praying. Please keep them coming. I can certainly feel them. I am also thankful to a certain bestie who calmed me down and listened to me cry and helped me to get a plan together and take one day at a time. Today I had a plan, kids are taken care of(thank you), Noah is taken care of and that is all that matters. Tomorrow we will do the same. Its all we can do. I am taking a lot of pictures to remember this time in our lives. I am trying to love on him best I can but he wants to be left alone so I wash his hair and stroke his hair until he falls asleep. I am trying to remember always that feeling of how it felt, so soft. Anyways I will leave you with some pictures. Hopefully he will look better tomorrow but these pictures are much improvement.