Russia has suspended all adoptions to US families.
God is still the God that called us to do this. God holds my hurt in His hands. God will prevail. I believe that with all my heart, but that doesnt make the pain any easier.
I have a lot racing thru my mind right now. I feel like I let God down, like a failure. I feel like a choice I made somehow was responsible for this. Too much going on to put into words. I am praying and hope you will too. I need clarity. I need direction. I need you Lord! Come and rescue me, youre my everything!