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Friday, January 14, 2011


So. I just dont know if I like this nursing stuff. I am extremely tired. I get up early so I can get a shower and get dressed before they arrive at 8am. Then 8 am comes and goes..no nurse. 8:10 and 8:30 are when they show. No call, nothing. Then it is a different nurse everyday and I end up doing all the work because they dont know what they are doing. Yesterday the nurse was great, I liked her. I did have a breakdown about the bedrooms and the little hoarders I live with otherwise known as my children. So she did get a show there. Today I am beat. Its 930am and I am exhausted, my back is killing me and I am tired. Nice as this one is she came in and woke up the baby(and the other children too) which I did not want. Then I told her what had to be done but I ended up doing most of it.

Im sorry. I am being ungrateful. I just dont know if this is really worth it.

Oh and before I forget please pray for some friends of ours. They are moving and their stuff may have gotten ruined in the storage unit it is in. Pray that it didnt and God will bless their socks off! Thanks

Be blessed


  1. Praying for your frineds and praying for this nursing thing! I feel you ! I do not know how I would do with a different person coming each day having their own ways of doingthings. VERY DIFFICULT. Love and hugs!


  2. Oh how incredibly frustrating!!! I would be very upset. In fact, I'm upset for you! Are you able to choose what agency you use for nursing? If so, I'd be changing agencies.

    BUT..if this were a perfect world and you knew exactly who was working, and they even came on time, then SAVE your shower until the nurse gets there! Take a nice, leisurely shower without having to worry!

    I'm praying for your nursing crisis.