"Not flesh of my flesh, Nor bone of my bone, But still miraculously my own. Never forget for a single minute,
You didn't grow under my heart - but in it"

Tuesday, February 14, 2012


A few days ago I got hurt and needed surgery. Today I feel like crap. I had surgery not even 3 months ago and was getting back to normal and feeling amazing! Then this happened. Now I am back to square 1. No lifting, no exercise, no driving, still in an immense amount of pain.


I am back in the hospital.

I called the doctor this morning per a nurse from our insurance company's request. She felt like maybe I should be feeling way better than I was. Well the doctor's office nurse agreed and they ask me to come in right away. I did. 3 hours later they are telling me I need to go to the hospital for a few days. Few days???!!! Seriously?
They say it is peritenitous. I guess it can be bad. I have to have 3 antibiotics through iv.

So here I sit on Trinity's 11th birthday in the hospital. I ask how long I will be here and they are not sure. Thank God for Paul. He is amazing. Everything that needs done is getting done. The kids are well taken care of. He needs a vacation after this. He bought an ice cream cake and brought the kids over to the hospital and we celebrated Trins birthday together. Noah had 3 pieces of it!! I feel bad Paul has to deal with 5 sugared up kids all by himself tonight haha.

Hope to get outta here soon. Paul has an interview on Thursday and I have no idea how we will do that with me still in here. Please pray for us. Paul's company is closing. He needs a job, we are still in the adoption process but cant finish up anything until I get outta here, pray for health for all of us and strength for Paul to get through this time as a single parent until I can get home and resume my role.

Be blessed

1 comment:

  1. Oh man & on Valentine's Day too! I'll be in prayer for you . . . all! I'm glad you were able to celebrate Trin's birthday with her. Happy Birthday Trinity! I remember her as a little toddler.